I've debated on saying anything, but I feel as though I have teased some of my friends long enough with the "secret" I owe a bit of an explanation...

Ryan and I have been perusing this site for the last few weeks and have even listed our own couple ad... We were invited to a "party" this weekend at a local bar/hotel...
So that is where we are going this coming Saturday.

I can't lie and say that I am not tickled to experience something new, and you would never guess the change that has come in our ( Ryan and Mine ) sexlife since we have been interacting on the site and through email/messenger with other couples.

I don't see this becoming an all the time thing, but hell you don't know what you like until you try it right???

Me - "swinging" - Who'd have thunk...? A year ago I would have said absolutely NOT, but I Ryan and I have been doing a lot of talking and opening up to one another.... It's amazing the communication skills we have when we try.

I can't lie and say I am not nervous, and I know you all are thinking - WHOA ! But I have to be honest, I figure if you truly like me now your opinions of me aren't going to change just because of this.

As far as my marriage, things are not in jeopardy there either, We've been open to each other about how we feel and what we want to happen in our experiences. We have talked and talked... Neither of us will do anything if it makes the other uncomfortable in any way... We are doing this for fun. Everything has been right out in the open from the very beginning.

Saturday is basically an invite only meet & greet at a hotel bar - locals ( mostly married couples - mostly late 30's - 45 ) who are interested in the same type of thing. There will also be a hot tub suite in case people tend to click and wanna take things a lil further.

I am not gonna lie I am excited to see what happens at the "party" be it a guy or a girl or both... I am looking forward to flirting and whatever else.

If this admission makes me sound bad, I don't know what to say... Maybe it's my age, maybe it's my persona...

Life truly is too short... I want to explore it to the fullest is that so bad...?