Another Saturday night.... at least this week it was better and I didn't cry. I did however sleep all fucking day.
Spent Friday night with insomnia, Up until 5 am... fun stuff...
Looked around on this site for a while and ended up buying a couple of t-shirts... One of which reads... "I do very bad things and I do them very well..."
I am embracing the bad girl in me for a while.
So last night I am online and Ryan sends me an IM... apparently he was gonna break it off with the "homewrecker" today he did according to other sources who called me. As much as I don't like the woman, nice timing Ryan... She'd quit her job and gave notice at her apaertment and was ready to move down today... Bet she feels like hell...
Spence went to spend the night with my parents tonight so it's basicallt me and Ev until tomorrow evening.
When Ryan and I were talking he did mention that he had one good piece of news and that was his boss was gonna change his schedule to M-F weekends off.. so he'd be able to see the kids more than he anticipated... I am not holding my breath but who knows.
As for my love life... it's still in Limbo... at least I am happy and my life doesn't suck...
Am thinking some night I may get a babysitter and check out This place one of my new friends has a band who plays there every so often... I could go for hanging out with a younger crowd and listening to some cool original music. I have missed that.
I am feeling the need to go out and party some night... itching... not really drink and stuff just be around people and mingle, be social...