I haven't been around much this week... Between being sick ( allergies/cold ) and spending a lot of time on the phone with a new friend I've been occupied.
Mainly the only thing I have been doing is working this weekend... I need to get my time better organized, there are so many things I need/want to do... just not enough time.
Miss angie is gonna come over this weekend and hang with me, because she watches way entirely too much TLC she offered to help me start packing up my house for when I finally move... She has a sick affection for doing stuff like that... I plan to throw out a ton of stuff, I've been living pretty minimal, But I just feel the need to get rid of it all... I'll probably have a sale and then donate the rest of it.
Less to move, less to deal with overall...
Also I think it's finally time for me to pack up some of the pictures of Ryan. It's hard being that the kids still have him as a dad, But I don't wanna look at him anymore. Especially the pictures of us together or as a family. I won't get rid of them, someday the kids will want them.
I was supposed to go to an orchestra concert this Saturday with Angie, But I think I may take the kids to my Dad's camp, It's been a while since I have been out there and this is my favorite time of year to be out in the woods, Might just find myself a little peace walking around communing with nature.
Ryan and I have been talking about Custody lately.. I explained to him if he would give me total custody like we had talked about, I would never deny him visitation. It just makes perfect sense, He doesn't live locally and will technically be living out of state ( he's moving to Niagara WI. ) before the year is over. Besides he has no clue on how their life is organized with school and medical etc... I have taken care of everything all along. Things will work out, We are still being very civil with each other.
I have been feeling a little less lonely... I've made a friend who I get along with pretty well, Our conversations just flow along so easily. It's nice.
I'm starting a new project, It's getting cool enough to knit again so I am gonna work on an Afghan, Picked up the yarn for it yesterday, Should keep me occupied for a while.
That's about it...
So my friend no need to be concerned I am fine.. Thanks for checking up on me tho...