It's my Birthday today... Don't have a whole lot to say tho... I have been so bad at posting entries, Just haven't been in the mood I guess... Been hanging out a lot on myspace.... It's So addicting.
Came into contact with my first true LOVE via myspace... We have since been emailing back and forth ( he is living in Colorado ) It's so weird been about 14 years since we were together, We were just kids back then, Living together, Partying together, enjoying a free life, no cares or thoughts of the future... Young and dumb and in love.
Saw Ryan yesterday, a good day was had... We worked a lot of issues out, And noticed that there just isn't that same feeling anymore, which is a good thing on both of our parts. I am filing for Divorce tomorrow, After I get my Depo provera shot... I know sounds crazy, but there it is... Will be finidng out the final decision on the Indian Housing by the end of the month (Please think good thoughts, pray or cross your fingers etc. for my family... we really need to get that place... ) Amazing how scattered my life has become, But I can say that it's starting to get better. Next year will be wonderful, I can just feel it !!!