OK as the new year approaches I have some ambition to change my life, Last year apparently sucked, With Ryan ditching my ass and the impending divorce etc... So it's time to make changes... these changes may seem like normal everyday things that people do everyday, But for someone who has been in the PIT for the last 6+ months they are pretty substantial so here they are...

Get up every day at 6 am
*showered
*dressed
*hair
*makeup
no matter what I have going on that day

Cleaning schedule - Daily
*Clean
*Laundry
*Dishes

Start keeping a budget

Pay bills on time

Save money

Plan meals weekly ( use cookbooks finally ) stick to plans, no more take out !!!

Volunteer at kids school at least twice a month

Get moving - more exercise

Spend more time with the kids

Get to work on time and be more focused while I am there.

Go to bed at a resonable hr.. ( 11 pm instead of 3 am ) every night

Find a social outlet to meet new people... join a group or something

The goals are totally attainable if I try ...I so need to get out of this rut I am in...

As sad as it is I have been letting everything in my life go... My house, my kids, my life in general... It's time to get my life back.

The day of staying up online till 3 or 4 am then sleeping til 8 getting the kids off to school and going back to bed until they get home are gone... My house is constantly TRASHED, and I rarely make regular dinners for the kids, Much less pay attention to them besides maybe watching a movie with them here or there.

I need to stop all of this and take control...

And I will, and it will be good and I will be much happier...

hold me to it...