It is wicked early and I have been up all night.... Enjoyably so I must admit. In fact there is proof of that fact sleeping soundly in my bed right at this moment.
How terrible am I carrying on this "relationship" with a guy I have so little in common with, We both know that nothing will ever come out of this, But we also agree that the sex is unfuckingbelievable...
It's seriously crazy, we have tried to get together and watch a movie but, We haven't been able to get all the way through one yet.
We were talking the other night and he was like it's a shame our "relationship" is based on sex... I don't think he wants more, However that sure was nice to hear.
Actually this situation is probably the best thing I could have right now.. it wards off the lonely ( poor me ) feelings, Keeps the sexual frustration at bay and overall gives me a lil something to look forward to.
I think if things were different, I was completely divorced and didn't have kids and stuff, We'd probably have more of something.
He is so young... ( will be 23 in Dec. ) Sexy as HELL ( to me anyway-drop me a note if your curious i will point you where you can take a peek of some pics ) It doesn't hurt either that he is hung like Tommy Lee... and he definately knows what to do with it.
Have VH1 on for the vids this morning.. Still think that Justin T. is a hottie... probably always will, he's one of those good buys who you know would be oh so bad in the bedroom...
Damn I have sex on the brain...
Other news...
Talked to the Family support division of the court and it seems as though I will be able to file for Divorce for cheap ( they will waive some of the fees because I am on state assistance ) I was waiting for Ryan to do it, But, he's not making any effort, and who knows WHEN he will. He will probably be shocked to be served but oh well.
off subject :
Is it just me or does Fergie kinda look like Kirstie in her "London Bridge" video..?
I just might be a very nice "fake girlfriend" and make my sexy guy a ham and cheese omelet when he wakes... No idea when that might be being that he fell asleep around 6am. I don't mind...He's all locked in my room ( so he doesn't have Evie crawling in bed with him ) She just happens to be the only one home ... Spence is gone for a guys night sleepover at my Friend's Gail and Ed's camp.... I am gonna take one hell of a nap this afternoon....