well this morning I woke up got myself and the kids ready and brought them to daycare, but had forgotten they weren't on the schedule for today so I took them to my parents house...
I talked to Ryan and found out he didn't stay with friends... actually he did one friend a female... I am sure you can guess by now he didn't remain faithful. He's here with me now... sucking up like a dog telling me it was a huge mistake and that the whole time he was there he thought of me...
I am not so naieve to think that he was just getting his dick wet and enjoyed every second of it.
I know I am gonna probably get a lot of people who will tell me I am stupid for taking him back, but that is what i am doing...
My parents don't know that he was with anyone, But they hate him now... My dad even went as far to say that he doesn't want him on his property, ( his house or my work ) and he would get a restraining order if needed have him arrested...
yet again caught in the middle, but we are talking he swears that it will never happen again... I can't trust that now, but I am trying to save what we have... I love him...
Oh and one thing that brought a smile to my face today is when I picked him up the girl was at work... I helped him move his stuff... the girl just moved into the place... so things are sort of array right now... Lets justsay my temper and a jar of spaghetti sauce helped her redecorate her new kitchen... Oh and her toothbrush is floating in the toilet...
mean ain't I...?