Waiting for Someday...

>>> Foreigner had a song about this .. Head games...


Ryan has been calling me all week pleading for me to take him back... just when i am at the point where i am liking my life just the way it has become...
he's pulling every angle at the moment... he's gone the sympathy route...( i won't have anywhere to live by the end of the month ) since he has no job therefore no income to pay the rent. He's tried the but I MISS you and I LOVE you thing too...to that i say if you love me so much why did you leave 6 months ago... His only answer is to say he fucked up and won't i give him another chance...
I told him i have gotten used to being able to come and go and do the things i want to when i want ... he said none of that will change Riiigght...! I know better
Now this morning he calls me at 7 am to talk apparently he'd been up all night which he has been doing a lot lately.
again he wants me back.. he wants to come back and move in and pretend that nothing happened... Oh and here is the real kicker... he made a point to mention yhat he is suicidal and he thought i should know... again trying every angle.... sick sick sick....

Now don't you wish you had my life ...?



posted by Lana @ 8:57 a.m. on 2007-01-20

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